I really want to write here more often but I am not really in good shape these past few days. And right now, I don't really know what topic or stuff to jot down in here. I'm just so exhausted. I wanna travel, have a vacation for a week or two or even beyond than that, and just do all the stuff that I’ll definitely enjoy doing with my close friends, but there are tons of things that I need to consider first before I could actually do all these stuff. I'm just so burned out, and so freakin' tired. All I wanted to do is to reward myself for working this hard.

I just wish that I could treat myself one of these days since I badly need it and I honestly believe that I deserve it as well. And I'm hoping and praying that someday I could finally find that missing piece in my life, so that I would be more inspired to live each single day with so much joy. I'm hoping to find that true happiness that I've been longing to feel for quite some time now, and I'm wishing that it would happen anytime soon. I really, really hope so…

The past years, my life was like a roller-coaster ride. It was full of ups and downs. At times, you can’t help yourself but to be discouraged with so many negative things that you need to deal with. Looking back, I’m very glad that I was able to overcome those things and I’ve learned to move on and move forward with my life despite how tough those scenarios were. If I didn’t have the faith in God, I don’t know where I’m now.
In those trying times, I still remained hopeful that one day, all the efforts that I’ve invested will eventually pay-off and I’m right after all. I can truly say now that I’m starting to reap the fruits of my labor, and it really feels so great. Thus, this piece is just my way of thanking Him for all the blessings He had given me this year. These blessings definitely changed my life dramatically. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that in the near future, I would be able to fulfill my dreams and be successful with the stuff that I’m passionate about.