Kind of Confused...

It has been months since the last time I have jotted down my last entry on this blog. I'm just kind of confused at this very moment so I needed this platform to vent out what is exactly preoccupying my mind now. If you're gonna ask me how am I doing the past months? I would say I'm not kinda okay but I'm still hoping everything will be alright.

A lot of things had happened the past months that everything just happened so fast. I know, I'm the one to be blamed for every single thing that had happened to me right now. It maybe hard to do on my part but I have to face all the consequences of those actions and be strong enough to handle them since this is the best thing that I can do now. I basically have no idea if that particular person would support me every step of the way or would stay with me no matter how hard our situation is.

In all honesty, I really don't know what's in store for me in the next couple of months or so and if the people around me are really genuine enough to trust with or if  they are really with me in what I'm going through right now. The thing is it's just so hard to trust every single person you meet since you have no idea if that certain person would be true to you. I have been very disappointed in the past and this explains everything why it's quite hard for me right now to totally trust a person "again". I don't want to have high hopes in order for me not to get hurt again.